"Through raw and relatable essays, Constance shares private memories of childhood, young love and heartbreak, sexual assault and harassment, and how she "made it" in Hollywood. Her stories offer a behind-the-scenes look at being Asian American in the entertainment industry and the continuing evolution of her identity and influence in the public eye"-- Provided by publisher.

Introduction --Lucky bucks -- Montana gold -- Snap and whistle -- Impeach the president -- Of course she did -- Exploring an orange -- Welcome to Jurassic Park -- Betty and Syd -- Making a scene -- Little Cassandra -- Poor shark -- Real love -- You do what I say -- The utmost sincerity -- Dressing wounds -- An apology -- Unfinished mansions.